| Yours Truly |
[Jul. 22nd, 2020|05:24 pm] |
 Ivy the gr8testI have yet to see the best things in lifePoisonous 18 with a million & one bad habits, and I like sunsets. |
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| Whiny |
[Mar. 18th, 2012|03:29 am] |
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How long have I not clicked into this space?!?!?! Let's count! September, October, November, December, January, February and it's March now! Holy cow that's a pretty long time, eh? I've missed ranting like a small little bitchy girl here in this space and complaining about every small details happening in my life.
SO.
Hi dear livejournal, I'm back.
Well, you can tell how my semester two of school was like based on my livejournal, blog, twitter and facebook. I didn't thought of any stuffs to whine and rant on at all for the whole of the 6 months, so you can say my class is pretty dull. And photos taken with them? Oh, that's very little. You can count with your fingers and toes, the number doesn't exceed that. Yup, that's how my relationship with my class is. Maybe it's just me that can't get along with them, because all the girls seemed pretty close with each other except for yours truly. Or maybe you can say, I'm prefer spending time with this silly boy in my class.
He's full of stupid lame jokes, likes fooling around in class, sleeping and drooling all over the table, lazy to do rj and always late for classes. You can hardly see me without him by my side during school time. He's like my personal bodyguard! I don't know how my second semester two of school would be like without him in it. Thank God for letting us to be in the same class! Although his laziness pisses me real bad at times, he still have his ways to make me forgive him. I can never be mad at him for more than a day. He is not perfect, but I don't need a perfect one. I just need someone who can make me feel like I'm the only one, and he's able to do that. However, it did took me a pretty long time to realise this because of the stupid lies and things that he've done. He'd better know how much I've sacrificed for him although I know I'm a willing party. He's so important to me, I just can't bring myself to leave him. I luv you syh <3 Hopefully you'll be smart enough to get here one day. |
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| Immature |
[Sep. 19th, 2011|05:05 am] |
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I'm stupid and immature. Yeap, I've finally got it.
I've realized that only recently from my judgment on people, like how I've been saying that others are immature and when I finally stopped to think, I realized that hey, I am immature too. I have no rights to judge people that way, but owell, it's a human thing to judge, right? You can't possibly force yourself to stop thinking about things that just naturally pop into your mind. I mean, you can though, to try stop the thoughts. But it's gotta to be there for a reason, aye?
So back to the main point, I am immature, yes, I've realized that(finally). And I felt extremely stupid. However, feeling so stupid also makes me realized that... It isn't so bad afterall to be immature! At least you get to experience and do all the stupid stuffs that makes your friends laugh. It's ok to do stupid stuffs, I get that now. As long as it doesn't hurt anyone, it's gotta be something worth it then. I'm slowly starting to make myself to communicate more with people, taking initiatives and all. I hope it turns out well. I really wanna be sociable to people and make people know that I'm really friendly. I don't bite and I really love making new friends!
Life is unfair, so why try to be so serious to make it fair? Take it easy people. You'll find that there'll be times when life is definitely fair to you. It may not be fair every time, but I believe that at some point of time, you'll feel that it is and everything that you've gone through are definitely worth it. Life is beautiful, if you take a step forward and make it happen :)
p.s: I guess you do realize that this whole post makes no much sense at all. I'm just jumping from one topic to another. I'm not very good at organizing my thoughts so please do forgive me on that. I do hope that anyone of you out there that is reading this, gets my point. Cheers! xoxo. |
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| First few |
[Sep. 16th, 2011|05:13 am] |
I hate the first period. It's gonna hurt so bad every night. I just wanna get this over and done with.
Fell for it too naively. Felt like a total moron the whole while...
When I look back in the future, I'll prolly be laughing at myself for behaving like this. Who knows, I might still be the little lost girl that failed every single time I tried! |
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